Checking in

If you happen to notice, i don't seem to be very consistent in posting in any of my blogs. I am not even near consistent. Although the blog is suppose to be all the things that is happening in my life, I just happen to randomly check in and check out giving this blog not much of a flow. Perhaps i am more of a short story person rather than like maybe a trilogy kinda person. My stories are told in short burst with string-thin connections. What can I say, I am just rather random.

Well funny thing is not too long ago when i told Rae I was going to apply for a writer's job, she told me that i should write more often on the blog. But the interview came and gone, I was offered the post and i rejected it. Christmas came and passed and so did the new year and the chinese new year. I told myself i would like to write about the job which I was so nervous about. And the article which i wrote for it. And how I wanted to jump in but yet i couldn't leave engineering field without fighting a hard battle. But well.... nada. I kinda got swept away in everyday life. Like i just kept flowing and moving and forgot to kinda pause and think. Well it has been soothing and nice and all. But i am getting fidgety. I have the fear of getting too comfortable. And at this moment i am also afraid i am too used to being comfortable. I feel like i need to get my angst up again. Call me crazy.

Ok i don't think i am making much sense here. But here is to getting to ball rolling. Oh btw i can't wait to get the iphone. So maybe i might post more random stuffs here. But knowing me its probably just a passing fad. Dang