Still Finding

I've abandon my blog once again. Like my life it has been starting and stopping. Time waits for no man and it has passed me by like the wind through my fingers. I try to grasp it but it passes by. I really wish that i can get the engine started and rolling and continue running smoothly for a long time. But I have no idea which direction i want to head. I seem to have fingers in every bucket. Wish i knew how or what i want to do. I am still trying to pursuit my happiness. But i think I am in the way of my happiness. Some one help