Living Life One Step At ATime

A year and a half ago I was living life wanting to do any and everything possible. I had so many ideas, so many dreams, so many conflicting needs to meet. And i feel there was a need to conquer as much things as i can in as short a time span as possible. But because of that feeling of needing to achieve many things at a go i was also paralyzed by fear. I didn't know how or where to to start. Obviously i wasn't a happy person.

Lately i have managed to take a small step back and breathe a little. Tried to put things into perspective. Even though i am not 100% focused yet but i have tried to remind myself to take life one step at a time. Do what i can first, although part of the fear is the knowledge that i am a procrastinator. Meaning if i let myself go i will never do what i intend to do and it will just fade with time. But i have taken a couple of first step, one of them being this blog. I had left the old one un-updated for a long long while before. Although i do not update as often as i should this new one, but i try to make it once a week. No doubt there is still my melbourne trip which is still missing day 4 - 7 but i will try to maintain the momentum of this blog.

Other than that, i have managed to visit Cambodia, a super rustic place, drag a bunch of people to go on a holiday although we have been talking about going on a trip together even as far back as after we finished high school (Although the result wasn't as i expect it to be) and hopped onto a plane by myself to Melbourne (Something i have been yearning to do for a while).

And yesterday, after telling myself for a long time how i wanted to make cupcakes, I finally did. Went the whole mile with buttercream frosting and all. And the results is:

Does it look yummy? :P I totally love the sprinkles. But oh not much a fan of buttercream frosting. I need to think of a way replace buttercream or make it yummier. I know some use cream cheese as well. But i have to see what i can do. I am quite happy with the results.

There are still tons of things i haven't manage to do. But 2009 has been a pretty productive year so far. 3 more months for me to pack in some more stuffs. A couple of project which hope to kick-off a.s.a.p. But yeah learning to live life one step at a time is something i am glad i did.